Day 297 - Christmas!

Off to Austin in a few hours for Christmas with the family!!

Day 296 - A Fabulous Birthday Celebration

Last night the Brit and I celebrated his birthday and it was great.

First, we went to Geisha House for dinner. He was so excited when I told the parking lot attendant where we were going so we could park. Up until we got there, I kept the dinner locale secret. The Brit apparently loves sushi, phew.

I had read reviews and some people said it was too dark and too loud, but it was actually very nice. It was red lighting but also normal lighting so it wasn't too much. It wasn't loud at all, but we got there early, which I think is the way to go.

We got drinks that were delish! Seriously, I love lychee cocktails.

We also got some edamame and a couple rolls. Everything was really good. The two rolls were really different and he let me pick them both since I had read reviews of what was good.

The only problem there was the service was slow. This would not be a problem except we were on a time crunch. Also, the prices may have been higher than how good the sushi was, but it's very Hollywood, so you expect it.

We made it out on time and walked over to Santaland Diaries!

It was really good, again.

At first I was worried because the actor wasn't as good as the Chicago guy in the beginning, but once he got to the elf stuff and some of the more animated stuff, it was really great. The Brit really enjoyed it. Plus, the lady next to me fell asleep and then woke herself up with her snoring.

After that we decided to grab dessert and wine at Trader Joe's and watch a movie or TV. We then discovered that we both used to get chocolate oranges in our Christmas stockings so that was dessert for the night.

All in all, it was such a nice night. The Brit had a great time and said lots of sweet things about how sweet I am. I know. And now he has a sushi place that he wants to take me to when we're both back in town from Christmas. Plus he was really happy that the whole night was a surprise. He loves surprises which is a relief since I didn't really ask if he did. He just seemed really happy and that was the goal!

Also, I got to wear my $5 awesome H&M dress with black tights and heels and I looked so great! And the Brit was dressed up to which is always fun. He looked sharp and was a total gentleman.

Now I have to pack to move and pack for Christmas in Austin. So much to do. And all I want to do is sleep. Yikes.

Day 295 - Yes, Megan Fox, You Are The Next Angelina Jolie

When I saw Angelina Jolie in the first Tomb Raider film, I fell asleep (my whole family did).

When I saw the second Tom Raider, I fell asleep again.

When I watched Megan Fox in the first Transformers, I fell asleep.

When I saw the second one recently, I fell asleep again.

So yes, Megan Fox and Angelina Jolie have more in common than their looks.

Day 294 - Heard For The First Time

"I love L.A. I love our city!"

^A middle-aged man to his friend.

Day 293 - About A Boy

Some Brit updates.

He just got some good music news and texted me about it. He's been in this music testing thing with a former boss that major stars do to see what songs are good. Apparently, his songs are getting great scores and the intent to buy is very high. Now the guy wants him to work on an album with one of his songs (he submitted three different styles). So now the Brit is in a great mood, which means he's even more fun. And I'm happy for him because I know he's constantly thinking/stressing about this stuff.

Also, his birthday is next week and I finally decided that I'm going to take him to Santaland Diaries. I told him I wanted to take him out to something and to dinner as well. I'm so excited because it should be as hilarious as it was in Chicago. And I think I'm going to take him to sushi at Geisha House in Hollywood. I don't actually know if he eats sushi, but he isn't at all picky about food and they have other stuff as well. But it'd be something we haven't done. And we can dress up!

Also, I have to go through some dental work in a few months and I was texting him about it after he asked about my day yesterday and he actually offered to go with me and make sure everything is OK. I was not expecting that because I told him it wasn't until February and I didn't say I needed to have anyone with me or anything. It was nice because he also said he'd watch Bret Michaels with me while I rested. He hates him. Ha.

It's Friday and I'm finally done with work! Now, to eat dinner and find a good movie on TV.

Day 292 - Painting Party? Packing Party? Moving Party?

Who wants to help me do a whole lot of stuff in the next month?

I'm moving!!

I'll be in the same neighborhood although closer to everywhere I go. I'll have my own little studio in a yellow building.

I'm very excited, but have so much to do.

I want to do some painting and want to take my time decorating so that everything is just how I want it.

My parent's new home has definitely inspired me because everything seems so perfectly, carefully done.

All in all, good stuff. I think the best part was hearing that all my references were saying such great things about me. It really made me happy to hear that I've done well for myself.

Everything else is also good as my mind is consumed with my new studio. Work is busy, but I'm getting things done.

Made fajitas with the Brit at my place last night and watched a movie. Now he at least knows how to make one more dish. It was a really good time though, especially when he did most of the dishes. Plus, it doesn't hurt that he has some good work stuff going on and is keeping busy which puts him in a good mood.

Now I just have to manage to move and get ready for Christmas in Austin! Yikes! So excited for Christmas, but can't believe it is only weeks away.

Better go do something!

Day 291 - How A Girl Has A Conversation When She Doesn't Want To

The Brit came over to drop my keys back off and to hang out for a bit this afternoon.

Me: Something's bothering me.

The Brit: What?

(silence for about 10 minutes)

Me: It bothers me that I don't hear from you much in between seeing you.

The Brit: Yeah, I'm really bad at that. I've had guy friends complain about it.

(silence for about another 10 minutes as I was not satisfied with that answer)

Me: It really does bother me though. I want you to understand that.

The Brit: I'm sorry. I am bad at that, but I'll give it all my effort to work on it. I mean it.

(The Brit leaves about an hour later)

Text from the Brit minutes later: Hi. :) Just a thought. Turn on the oven and open the oven door for 20 minutes. Works nicely for warmth.

(I had been complaining about my cold apartment)

Guess he's already figuring out the texting thing. I feel better, but won't be opening the oven door because the cats might jump in.

Day 290 - Puke Trip

Thanksgiving was great.

The trip back was not.

I first puked outside the airport.

And then I puked in the airport restroom.

A drunk douche sat next to me for the second part of the flight.

He wanted to talk.

He didn't understand that I didn't want to talk.

He called me grouchy.

I ignored him.

The shuttle was fine.

I am home and Barbar is happy.

More later.

Day 289 - Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay!

I go home to Chicago in less than two days!

Day 288 - Accepting Criticism From Total Strangers Who May Be Completely Illiterate Morons For All I Know

Sometimes with my job I get little rude comments from people who read what I have written.

Sometimes the people choose to comment and use my name which feels a little condescending.

Sometimes people try to correct me when they really aren't correct.

I'm trying to learn not to let this bother me.

But for now, I'm working on figuring out how to type out the middle finger in an emoticon in order to respond.

Maturity, I am a shining example.

Day 287 -Woo Woo!

I'm in a good mood because I have cranked out work today.

I also got my Thanksgiving schedule approved by my boss, one that I came up with so am 100% OK with it.

And now I am enjoying some Harry Potter on TV and about to start my packing list for Thanksgiving in Chicago!

For your enjoyment, a conversation I had with the Brit:

Me: Do you like artichokes?

Brit: Yeah, there are few foods I don't like. Like Whoppers.

Me: (gasp)

Brit: What? I don't like the malt taste.

Me: Oh, phew. I thought you meant the burger Whopper. I was like "Dealbreaker."

Brit: What? No, that's like saying "I don't like life."

Day 286 - Break Time?

I am beat.

I have recently taken on more work (because I am an idiot and think I have 30 hours in my day).

But it's mostly been OK. The work isn't so excessive that I don't have time for everything.

But it has been a lot. And I felt under the weather this week. And I had a headache yesterday.

I think my body is telling me something.

So now I'm drinking lots of water. And staying bundled up because it's cold out.

I promise to update this more and actually write what is going on in my life...when something starts going on.

Until then, drink some hot chocolate.

Day 285 - At Least I Offered

After helping the Brit move his fish to his new place, I laid on the floor while he set them up and did new apartment stuff.

The Brit: Let me grab one thing and then we can leave.

Me: Can I help with anything?

The Brit: I like how you ask that as we're almost out the door.

Day 284 cont. - Yahooooooooo!

My laptop cord came and works!

Melvin is so happy.

Now to lock the cord away in a secret closet where the cats cannot get to it.

Day 284 - Oh Technology: Part 2

My little laptop, Melvin, is not charging. I believe the cord is screwed up because the cats have nibbled on the part that plugs into my laptop and it doesn't fit correctly.

After going to Best Buy Monday afternoon and purchasing a Universal plug for Asus netbooks, I discovered Universal meant all netbooks except mine.

And then, after the Brit took me back to Best Buy that night, I only discovered that they do not have one for mine and I have to specially order it.

So, I've ordered one and it should be coming today or tomorrow.

But now I'm panicking that it might not be the cord. What if it's my laptop or something that is the problem? I just want the damn cord here already so I can figure it out.

So, for now, I'm using my old, giant laptop that is slooooooow.

I miss the days of pen and paper.

Day 283 - Oh Technology

My digital camera appears to be totally broken. The lens will not go back in despite the fact that it is off.

I am considering having someone look at it, but I've been having little problems with it for some time now.

Getting a new camera would be exciting if I did lots of research, but I'd want one before the holidays so I can take lots of pictures.

Worst part? My nails are a cute new blue and I can't take a picture. Woe is me.

Day 282 - Holy Cuteness

The Brit's 8-(maybe)-year-old niece decided she is going to be a ninja for Halloween because she can kick high.

Sorry if you just died from cuteness.

Day 281 cont. - Off To The Gala

OK, so last night the Brit and I went to this huge work thing. My boss founded this event and it had major star power.

We had such a good time. One of the best nights out ever.

First, the Brit was running a little late, but we had given ourselves plenty of time so it wasn't a big deal. When he picked me up we were both annoyingly giddy in part for the event and in part, I think, seeing each other all dressed up. He looked sharp and I looked really great. Not to be conceited, but my whole outfit, hair, makeup, etc. all came together exactly as I imagined in my mind which rarely happens so I was already over the moon when he got there.

We joked on the way over about awkward things we would do all night and code words to point out celebrities when we saw them. I really like that he isn't all "too cool" for anything and didn't act like this wasn't a huge thing.

Once we got there we saw other people arriving so our timing was spot on. I knew the location because I had worked at an event there so I knew where to go and what to do.

We took a second to take a couple pictures. Wish we had gotten more but I wasn't even thinking about it most of the time.

First, we went into a large room where drinks were being served before the doors to the event opened. Everything was free. Yay! We had some wine and did lots of people watching. We decided my dress was the best. Obviously.

Eventually, the doors open and we headed in. Salads were already out. We were lucky to be the first to our table, so we got the best seats. The Brit asked if it was rude if we took the best ones and I responded that I work for the founder so I get first dibs. Duh.

Everyone was all polite at our table and not eating their salads yet, so I broke the ice and dug in. I met the people on my side and the Brit met the people on his side of the table. He then somehow introduced everyone at the table and was very outgoing and friendly, but not in an overly aggressive way.

The show began and everything was great. There was one little mess-up with some clips, but nothing too bad. Saw lots of stars and we totally enjoyed it.

Dinner was chicken and veggies and pretty good. We also got a little tower of dessert that the Brit and I were all over.

The rest of the ceremony was fun, fun, fun. Some funny stories and cool stuff to see.

After the event, we headed to the after party. It was very nice and located both inside and outside by the pool. Some of the stars were there for a little bit. We met a number of people and got to talk to my boss for a bit. All went well.

The whole time the Brit was very nice and totally awesome as a date. He had no problem meeting anyone and talking about absolutely anything, but also had no problem saying he was there as my date and, I think, bragged a bit that I worked for the founder.

It was really nice because he let me take the lead and I'm happy we were able to do something that was mine. He also liked meeting my boss and seeing how nice he was to me. And it didn't hurt that my boss told us to get ready for next year. Ha.

We eventually left around 12:30/1am. It was nice that the Brit only had a couple drinks at the beginning of the night and then switched to coffee to make sure we both made it home safely.

All in all, a great, great night.

And now I'm trying to think of another chance to wear my outfit. Hmmmm.

Oh, and some woman we were talking to at one point stopped the Brit mid-sentence to tell him he had a great smile. I knew it.

Day 281 cont. - Still Good Looking

^Another picture of me at the event. I'm a little bummed the Brit and I didn't get a picture together. Oh well.

Day 281 - Best Dressed

^Me at the major work event thingy. It was fabulous. And I looked, as the Brit said, fantastic, gorgeous, amazing, etc. Long post about the event to come. Such a good night.

Day 280 - Is This A Big Relationship Step?

"I was going to ask if you could help me move my fish."

^The Brit is moving at the end of the month and asked me to help with his two giant goldfish. I, of course, said yes.

Side note: The fish love me because every time I am at the Brit's place I ask if I can feed his fish. They associate me with food. Score! Their names are Speedy and Big Wig.

Day 279 - Good Thing He Isn't Overly Sensitive

"Um, I think you mean your generation."

^My response to the Brit when he said "our generation" in reference to something. His response? A laugh and "I can't believe you just went there."

Day 278 - I'm Going To Try

I feel yucky, all sneezy and tired. The weather sucks. And I've worked all weekend. But I am going to try to write a little post.

I've been working hard on getting my outfit together for the event I'll be attending.


^This is the dress I ordered. It does come with skinny straps. Yes, the pic is small. Sorry, but the only one I could get. I love the navy blue and hope it fits. Otherwise, ugh.


^My shoes. I wanted to go all gold accessories. The shoes are good for gold since I'm not into metallic shoes. And they were $25.


^Gold bangles. From Claire's. That's how I roll.


^Die! An elephant ring. I love this.

I just realized I don't have a purse. Do I need to go gold or can I do navy? Or something else? Help me. This is exhausting and I just want to know that my dress fits.

In other news, I've been having fun with The Brit. We went to a live music place last week and had a good time. We're going to do something tomorrow night. I am nervous about going to this event with him because it'll be the first time it's "my thing." But we should have fun.

OK, I would write more, but seriously, I'm so tired.

Day 277 - Oh Holy Moly!

I won't give details because I prefer not to talk work stuff, but I am going to an incredible event in a couple weeks as my boss has invited me.

He created/runs the thing and it will be fabulous.

I'm so freaking excited and flattered that he trusts me enough to invite me.

But now I need a dress.

I looked up pictures from the event last year and it wasn't over-the-top glam. Most dresses were knee-length and some were long.

I can't decide which I will do.

Part of me thinks knee-length is more practical and common, but I oh so want to wear a long dress. I should just do it. But then I'm paranoid it's too much.

I need to decide soon because the event is only 11 days away! I'm considering buying online (risky) but there are more options and it won't take time getting to a store, etc. But if I buy online, I need to do it now in case it doesn't work and I need to shop!

Yikes, so much to do. But yay for me!

Oh, and I the Brit has agreed to go with me. Things are really good with him. More about that later. I really have to work and look at dresses.

Day 276 - That's Life

I am deleting people from Facebook. I keep getting invites and random emailings from people when I don't even know them, talk to them or live in the same state. It's refreshing.

I watched the show Gelson is on. I didn't see him, but I had a hard time paying attention. It was so boring. Not even trashy, dumb good. Just dumb. And I can watch some pretty dumb stuff. It looks like it was shot in the '90s. I don't know if I can watch another episode to look for him again.

On the other hand, Degrassi was great! As usual. I can't wait for next week.

The Brit and I were going to try to hang out this weekend, but he's been swamped with projects, etc. He did ask to see me this afternoon, but Legal Eagle and I are going Halloween shopping and I needed to finish my work before. Plus I'm kind of annoyed with him. He just isn't making much of an effort and just says "I'd love to see you," "Can't wait to see you," etc. instead of actually trying to see me. I don't know how I feel about it, but I do know that not hearing from him in between dates is no longer acceptable. He said he'll text me early this next week to make plans, so we'll see. I didn't respond.

However, not hanging out with the Brit has been great for my productivity. I am ahead on work, able to blog and did some cleaning.

I can't wait to go shopping for my Halloween costume. No idea what I will be, but who cares!

That's all in my life.

Oh! Wait, I ran into Neighbor this week. Haven't seen him since sometime in August. He is still "with" the 19-year-old, although now she is 20. He wrote her a song for her birthday. He told me I should meet her because he thinks I'd really like her. Sorry, I don't hang out with 20-year-olds.

Now, that's all in my life.

Day 275 cont. - No, Should I Be Concerned?

"Has [The Brit] written a song for you yet?"

^The question I keep getting asked. I hadn't really thought about it, but should he have written a song for me already? Now I want him to. Lame.

Day 275 - The Highlight Of The Week

Degrassi comes back on TV this Friday!

Also, the show that Gelson (one coffee date guy) is on is also on this Friday!

I have no plans Friday so you know where I will be.

I'm so freaking excited.

That is all.

Day 274 - I Will Write...

...when my brain starts working again.

The Brit and I have, I guess, resolved things. He wasn't on a date and isn't dating anyone else.

But I still have some things that really bother me like his lack of ever getting in touch with me. And it's all just got me thinking.

Work stuff is, well, there's some stuff there I am working on figuring out as well.

So, a bit tired in dealing with things and it's rainy in LA - which is quite fitting for my mood.

In other news, Barbar snapped my underwear this weekend. I was sitting in a chair and he came to cuddle like usual. Before he lays down, he does this kneading thing. Since his claws are really long right now, they got caught on my dress and also hooked my underwear, snapping it.

It was funny and awkward.

Day 273 - Don't Jump To Conclusions

I think I may have seen the Brit leaving Dillion's and walking with another girl.

There wasn't anything "date-y" about how they were walking, no hand holding or touching, but still.

OK, let's back track.

We hung out Saturday night.

I emailed him Monday afternoon a cute joke thing about some ongoing bet we have about a celebrity marriage.

I heard NOTHING!

We had said "Let's do something later this week" as we both had lots going on at the beginning of the week.

So, this paired with possibly seeing the girl is more than I want to deal with especially since I've been having just a rough week.

My first thought is that it could always be his roommate's now-ex-girlfriend who was visiting at some point soon who the Brit is also friends with and mentioned earlier this week that his roommate's friend would be in town. But I don't know that he would call the ex his roommate's friend since he's told me about them already.

He is the kind of guy who has girl friends which is fine.

It'd all be fine if I had heard from him in the last 3-4 days!

I just feel after 2 months of dating, things should be a little different. He should want to touch base with me from time to time.

So, as I figured there was no non-insane way of saying "I saw you...with a girl today," I decided to shoot him a "How's your week?" text tonight. Possibly foolish of me.

But, I am giving him the benefit of the doubt to have a conversation.

But, I also want a lot of questions answered before I see him again, if I do. I know I'm not OK with him dating someone else at this point and not with the annoyingly nice things he says to me. And if that's where I stand, as Steve Harvey believes, then that's what I should get. I just want to know what's going on, and I want more attention then a text here and there which usually only happens after I start the conversation.

For now, as Legal Eagle told me, don't jump to any conclusions.

Yet so far, no word from him.

Keep you updated.

Day 272 - Other Stuff

I feel like all I write about is The Brit on here. Yeesh.

So, other stuff that is going on in my life...

I'm trying to think of a really good Halloween costume. I'd love to do something really creative, but I am failing to be creative and think of anything. Not that I have Halloween plans, but it's always good to plan ahead.

I'm going home for Turkey Day. First time in 3 years. Pretty exciting. I'm looking forward to eating the usuals that my family makes, not having to listen to all the fun they are having over the phone, the post-eating walk, Charlie Brown Thanksgiving, turkey hands, and much, much more (but not the cold weather).

The family is going to Austin, Texas for Christmas. It is official, tickets bought, everything booked. We usually go away for Christmas, but have been home in Chicago for the last two, so we are all anxious to get out of town! And no cold weather for this girly!

I'm very ready for the next few months.

Day 271 - Our First Fight

The Brit and I technically had our first fight.

Here's what went down:

We made plans on Tuesday to go out Thursday. He chose the day.

Thursday morning we talked about going out and he was all excited since he last saw me almost a week ago.

Thursday afternoon we talk some more and he slips in how tired he is (from not getting much sleep the night before and having a big lunch that day) and wants to reschedule.

I do not react nicely to any of this.

I text him back messages like "Let's not bother" in reference to rescheduling and "I'm obviously some sort of inconvenience to you." The conversation ends with that.

Then, I eventually break the ice (per Legal Eagle's advice) some time later after I've cooled off.

We talk, he continues to apologize and explain. I still don't really care for the excuse and whatever, but I think it's something we can get past.

All I need is for him to understand that he can't treat me that way and I think he's getting it. Well, he should since I told him that.

We'll see how things go from here, but he knows I'm not happy.

We're trying to work out getting together sometime, but I'm slammed with work the next two days.

I'll keep you updated.

Day 270 - Instant Mood Lifter

The other day I was looking at Facebook, but instead of looking at my college classmates, I went back to high school.

And apparently, all the girls I went to school with are married/engaged to short, fat, bald men or wannabe guidos.

How great do I feel right now?!

Seriously, there were at least 3 girls who used to be cheerleaders with guys who had on "Affliction" shirts. And the guys have hair that at least stand 3 inches tall.

And then there were even more girls with these little round men.

I'm sure this sounds a little harsh, but whatever. I'd say these guys have great personalities, but I saw the pictures, they only have blank stares.

It is just very rewarding to know that everyone else settled down with a toad. I don't care how shallow I sound right now.

Day 269 - Tendonitis

I supposedly have tendonitis of my knee.

That's cool.

I just have to take lots of Ibuprofen/Motrin and not walk very much, which will be easy since I don't walk anywhere except everywhere.

Now I'm really wishing I would have done my laundry this weekend like I had planned because I probably shouldn't be walking up and down those extra stairs.

This is dumb.

Day 268 cont. - Maybe He'll Start Working For Me

^As I got up to make lunch, Schatzi did not hesitate to take my "office" chair. I was hoping if I left him alone long enough he'd feel compelled to do my work. He didn't, but I suspect it's because he doesn't know how to spell Lohan.

Day 268 - Well, If You Have To Work While In Palm Springs...

^...it's probably best to do it in a cabana with a mai tai next to you.

I had to work the Saturday that we were there. Luckily Melvin didn't have to suffer in the sun, but I didn't have to stay secluded in the room working. Oh, and Legal Eagle ordered me a drink and had it sent over. Talk about fabulous.

Day 267 - Something's Cooking In The Kitchen

I had an impromptu dinner and movie date with The Brit last night.

After some texting during the late afternoon, we decided to go grab a movie at Blockbuster and cook dinner together at my place. It was disgustingly cute.

The Brit had caught part of Top Chef last time he was at my place and had been itching to cook since then. He doesn't cook much. But at least he's really interested in cooking, which I think is more important (in order for me to train him into cooking for me all the time).

We went to Trader Joe's. He likes to make me go there because I've told him how much I hate it and he absolutely adores it.

We got this orange chicken thing that is so good (although frozen). We made stir fry with it, per my suggestion.

While at the store, we ran into one of his friends who I have met before and think seems like the nicest guy, very mellow, polite and low-key. But, it was one of those moments that makes you feel very date-y/relationship-y.

So, moving on. We went home and cooked. I asked him to chop the veggies because onions make me cry. However, he apparently does not really have a method for chopping veggies. I just about died watching because it took forever. I offered a few tips and it eventually all got chopped. At least he did know how to cook them.

The dinner ended up really great. It was a lot of fun and a nice, cheap date. He got the movie and I bought dinner. I'm still trying to figure out how to offer to pay for things (since I'm so used to mooching), but I think I handled it well last night since I knew dinner stuff would cost a little more.

Oh, and he's not religious, phew. It just came up last night and we feel the same way about religion for the most part.

Oh, and when his mom visits, he takes her to a salon in Beverly Hills to get her nails done.

OK, I actually have some work I should be doing.

Day 265 - I Love My Bed

OK, here are pics of my bed!


^Voila! Check it out.


^Close up of the bedding.


^Barbar insisted I take another picture.


OK, now let's talk bedding. This is probably one of the first times I have purchased something, looked high and low at what I liked and taken my time with the overall project.

First, let's talk sheets. Mine are much softer than I thought they would be considering they are from the teen section. I looked for close to a year for my dream sheets and then had to save the money since these cost more than I had when I found them. But now I am considering buying the blue version as well just to be able to switch it up and since I love the print so much.

Second, comforter. I have a down alternative and wouldn't want it any other way. Some people prefer down comforters, but I find they don't have the heaviness that down alternatives have and I love. Also, they don't get lumpy like I have seen down comforters get at times. Oh, and I paid less than $50 for mine. And get black. It just makes sense, no?

Third, duvet cover. I LOVE mine. The gray is perfect, really perfect. And it's so soft. It was, of course, more than I have paid for bedding, but this was a birthday gift. So if you can, redo your bed around your birthday. Oh, and the buttons for the duvet cover and done so that you don't see them. Know what I mean? It always bothered me with my old one.

Fourth, pillows. Here is where I messed up a little. One set of pillows (covered in pink) are perfect for me. Soft enough, but not mush or flat. The other set is way tough. I got "plush pillows" and they look great when on my bed, but they are too hard. I either partially sleep on them or move them out of the way. They may or may not soften up over time, but I can deal for now. But as far as appearance, they look good at least.

Fifth, extra bedding supplies. I have a memory foam thing and I think these things are essential. However, egg crates are better and I'm considering upgrading. I had one in college and it was heaven. These things help if you didn't pay a ton for an awesome mattress. However, they do cost a little, but I swear by them.

OK, so that's all. Hope you are jealous of my bed!

Day 264 - I'm Kind Of Failing At This Blog

I know! I haven't checked in much.

Things are busy. Last weekend I was in Palm Springs (pics to come) and this week I have been swamped with work.

But things are good. Palm Springs was so much fun and very relaxing. Basically, we hung out in the pool all day. Can't complain.

Work has been the same. Just getting stuff done and trying to catch up because I slipped behind. Whoops!

Legal Eagle and I are planning to run a 5K in December. It's some holiday 5K and is in Venice/Santa Monica. Should be cool.

Still going out with the Brit. We have a lot of fun together and I'm hoping to have him meet LE and her bf in a couple of weeks when she has a free weekend. He seems to quite like me. But I also know he is trying to focus on music a lot right now. It's hard to tell where you stand with someone else unless you flat out ask them.

Hmm...I'll post more later, but I still have boxes in my room from my birthday and I feel like I should really do something about that finally. Oy.

Day 263 - I'll Have To Tune In

Remember Gelson? The grocery store, coffee date, call two months later for a second date guy?

Well, he had mentioned that he was going to be on some Teen Nick show on our date. And...it's now coming to TV. I saw previews and thought the name sounded familiar so I imdb'd it and it was the one!

It looks bad, but also good bad. However, he isn't in the preview...small part? But I'm excited to see it and almost wish it would be a hit so I could be like, I went on a date with him and he's totes lame. And called me two months after our first date.

The above: reasons to love LA.

Day 262 cont. - The Day Neighbor And I Finally Hung Out

Sooooo...Neighbor and I finally got together. I went over to his place Thursday night to see his kitten and catch up. We ended up hanging out from 10:00pm-1:30am. Yikes!

But, onto things.

We did a brief catch up when I got there and I played with the kitten. And then he began talking about his 19-year-old "stalker."

They've kind of, sort of dated. But not really. I'm not sure I get it even now. But he said they've hung out like all the time. He claims its because she just drops by and that it's weird when she does because she barely talks to him and nothing physical goes on, although they have made out early on in their "relationship." But he did call her cute and I'll admit, when he first said all this, it stung. But in a "you're an ass" way, not a "why not me?" way.

So he told me all about her and she either has a mental imbalance or is a pathological liar. She's screwed up in some way. And I think he thinks he can help or save her in some way. And I think he likes the drama. Every girl he's stuck around for has been drama.

He claims he wants to get her out of the picture, but he isn't exactly doing what he should to make that happen. Note: he leaves his door unlocked and sometimes she'll just go in even when he isn't home. Something about this is fucked up.

Also, she called him when we were hanging out. He didn't get it on time the first time she called, but then she definitely called back five seconds later. We agreed he would answer and, of course, he told her we were hanging out. Apparently she said, "Oh, OK." So I told him to not tell her where I live.

Moving on, he asked me about work and then asked if I was seeing anyone. I mentioned the Brit.

He then asked a bunch of questions about him. Name, job, where he lives, etc. I won't deny that it felt pretty great telling him about the Brit and how normal and good everything was. He teased me a bit -- a lot -- about him.

It was interesting talking to him about another guy. It was a different kind of conversation than I would have to Legal Eagle or one of my sisters. I don't know how to describe it.

But we caught up a lot and then I headed home. We hugged when I left and agreed to get together soon.

I don't know how he feels about things. I spent a lot of the time trying to figure out why I was so gaga over him. But he brought up dating someone else first, so I assume a guy who likes you wouldn't do that. I hope that he just wants to be friends because that's where I'm at and I think we could be great friends. Plus, I've never had a close guy friend. And maybe I can help him stay away from nutter butter girls.

I'll keep you updated as I try to figure this out.

Day 262 - Because I Promised To Write

I'm tired and I have to make my bed because I washed my bedding today. But I did say I would write and I will.

So tonight, we shall discuss the Brit! (Since we hung out last night.)

First, I hate calling him the Brit and would love to use his name on here, but I don't do that.

OK, but onto our dating.

I cooked him dinner last night. Yes. I did. Somehow he reverse psychologied me and I ended up making him pot stickers and chow mein.

Because my place was a mess and I needed to shower, he ended up getting there as I was still cooking. So he got to see that I'm pretty much a mess in the kitchen. But it was cute and he helped to save the pot stickers as I couldn't remember how to cook them. The chow mein, in my opinion, was much better and the first time I've ever made it. He loved dinner. Seriously.

Actually, he seems to love everything. He gets really excited about a lot of things, so I sometimes question how genuine it is, but I think that's just him.

We ate and had white wine. Luckily, he drinks white wine also so there's no need to have red and white. After eating, he did some of the dishes (some had to soak). I didn't even ask or have to point anything out, he just went at the dishes. I watched because that's pretty much the best thing ever.

Then we watched Kiss Kiss, Bang Bang. He brought over like 15 DVDs for me to choose from. He always talks through movies which is kind of great because then I know he won't get pissy if I do. But we do often have to rewind.

So, what else have I learned about him?

- I think his dad is no longer living. He mentioned, but in a mumble, that his dad would be/is rolling in his grave. I didn't ask because I couldn't form the sentence in my head in a way that didn't sound totally insensitive. But now that I think about it, he mentions only his mom often as far as recent stuff. That's sad.

- He may be getting a job! I think he's finding out tomorrow about this job that would be perfect for where he wants to go career-wise, and I think he said he should be getting it, he just needs to find out if it's full-time or not. I was so excited for him. And the job may even help him with his music stuff. I don't mind unemployment, but employment just makes everything better.

- He doesn't want to be famous. I hate LA because everyone is trying to make it in a famous way. Obviously, he wants to be successful, but he said he'd rather do songwriting/behind the scenes stuff so he could walk down the street and never have to worry. That's a relief. He also said it's because he doesn't like strangers. I don't either.

- A radio station asked him to send them his song, a week or so ago, and he hasn't! He sent me a song to listen to and I guess some station had heard some of it and wanted to check it out. I told him to send it. He hasn't because he wants to work on it. I told him to just do it because it's never actually going to be ready. But now it may be on hold because of this other job and the fact that they might help with it.

- His brother designs cars and he isn't exactly sure what his sister does, pharmaceutical something.

- He's been in two long-term relationships lately. I'm not sure when the last one ended, but he alluded to two over 3-year relationships. I'm not sure how to interpret this.

- He couldn't remember Barbar's name so as I gave him hints, he called him Bam Bam. Barbar was not pleased.

- He has played gigs in LA. He took off over half a year some time ago and just played, but then had to get back into a regular job. Apparently gigs take up time and aren't just "Oh, go to the gig for a few hours," like I thought.

- He asks me a lot about work. This is a plus.

- He's very sweet. Like "hand holding, forehead kissing, tucks your hair behind your ear" sweet. It's not bad, I'm just not used to it at all. It's a nice change, but luckily it isn't all the time.

- He thinks I'm funny. Well, I am. And he thinks I'm a good cook. I've tricked him.

- He's going to shave his scruff tomorrow.

- He's pretty patient. I got distracted a lot last night as I was cooking and he was asking me questions that he ended up having to repeat them about 5 times each. And then when I ask him about his music, he doesn't mind explaining the explanation of the explanation.

- His birthday is December 15th.


So, we're really getting along and I'm not even worrying about whether or not he likes me. I might invite him to an improv show I've been wanting to check out this week. After two movie dates, I think we need to try out something new. And the show is only $5.

OK, next post: Neighbor.

Day 261 - I Will Write Soon!

I'm going to try to update my life on here tonight, but I have tons of work to do so at the end of the night I might just feel like shutting down. If that's what happens, I promise to update this weekend. In detail.

But really quickly, movie night at the Brit's with his roomies was a success and I think I will be seeing him this weekend.

Also, I hung out with Neighbor last night and caught up. I can't wait to tell you all about his 19-year-old friend. I told him about the Brit and, oddly, I think Neighbor and I might be on our way to being good friends.

OK, back to work. Wah wah wah.

Day 260 - Time? Where Are You?

When I've had time to write in here, I haven't wanted to...probably because I've been wanting to nap instead.

But, I am doing stuff.

Work is good.

And I'm still going out with the Brit.

Let's just talk about that.

We had a date last Friday and it was great. And now, tonight, I'm going to go to his place because his roommate has some giant projector thing and is having people over for a movie night.

I have no idea what I'm in store for. I don't think I'll be meeting his really close friends, but I will meet one of his roommates who he is good friends with.

I'm not prepared at all. Plus he hasn't told me if I can bring anything. I hate showing up with nothing when you're going somewhere else, but I have no idea what I would bring.

Luckily Legal Eagle helped me choose an outfit. And luckily they have lots of pets at his place so they will be minor distractions if anything gets awkward. Which with me, I'm sure there will be a moment.

Oy.

Day 259 - I Should Be Working

But, first I want to tell you about my date with the Brit.

When it first ended I was sooooo bummed, but then after heading home and discussing the reasons I was bummed with Legal Eagle, she was able to talk me out of my insanity and helped me realize that all the reasons I was bummed weren't really problems.

I'll just quickly list the problems:

-The date was short, well, a couple of hours. We just went hiking and then hung out on a park bench and talked. That was really all that was planned, but I had thought how nice it would have been if we grabbed dinner or something. I can't hold this against him since he can't read my mind yet.

-He didn't make out with me in public. We went our separate ways on a busy street where people were definitely out watering their gardens and playing with children, so I suppose it could have been a little inappropriate.

-He didn't set the next date. LE told me how this drove her crazy about Double B, but isn't anything to be bothered over.

-He's considering heading home (out-of-state) for a bit before this other job that he might be able to line up would start in mid-Sept. At home, he has a friend with a bar that he could play at and another bar that would offer him a couple of nights. He wouldn't permanently be gone. And I'm not sure how seriously he's considering it, but he mentioned it.

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Most of this is nothing. We did talk more about jobs though.

He's still looking and I think it's bothering him a lot. I told him about a lot of the job stuff I've been through, so at least I think he knows that I get it.

But I also think it's a tricky situation because dating while you're not job-happy can be difficult. We'll see.



So, after the date he texted me just a "had fun, blah blah" thing. I felt better about everything after that. We texted for a bit and he emailed me this horrible music video he had told me about that one of his roommates edited. (The editing wasn't bad, everything else was.)

Side note: I was able to use his email address to find him on Facebook and figure out his last name! It's a perfectly acceptable last name. Unfortunately his picture is not of him so I can't send the page to my sisters to see him. And no, I can't and don't want to add him yet. But, his page is hyper-private (like I keep mine) so that's good.

Then this morning I saw an email that was sent after I went to bed that was about something we were joking about but he also attached something he had written and sung. And I liked it! I'm always worried (when dating someone who does something creative) that I'll hate what they actually do.


Oh, and last night as we texted he asked me out for tonight. We might grab a drink or watch a movie. I said I was up for whatever and that we'd figure it out today since I was headed to bed.

Hmm...so, I'm still having fun with him. He's always nice, funny, talkative and still has such good teeth!

OK, now I really do have to work!

Day 258 - Ah, Home

I'm going to mostly be working from home right now. Still with the same company, but now I get to be at home more often. Woo hoo.

Although, my schedule changes practically daily with them, but I'm prepared for whatever and they reassure me that they want to hold onto me. So we'll see.

But it is really nice to not have to go to the bus and get nicely dressed and whatever else.

Plus, today it's made it possible for me to have a date with the Brit! We've been going back and forth to schedule one and today we are going out! Well, we're going hiking. Not my first choice, but I think it'll be nice and it shows that he doesn't just want to hang out in bars with me. We'll probably go late this afternoon. I'm very excited to see him again.

OK, back to work!

Day 257 - Stop Trying To Win Me Over Mark Wahlberg!

I have a dislike for Mark Wahlberg.

It first started when I was editing an interview and he refused to acknowledge his past as Marky Mark in it. He also went on to say that those who don't have religion in their life are lost.

It then continued after I interviewed him in person and he was a bit of a bore.

Now, he's trying to change things.

I've been typing up tidbits about him for my new job and now he's saying that he would return to music for Justin Bieber.

First, I thought "Aww" because he said he'd do it for his daughter, then I thought "Awesome" because I've got major Bieber fever. And then I thought "Finally!" as he is admitting he was once in music.

Then, he was doing another interview where he said he got Bieber's number through agents and called and left a message so his daughter could talk to him. But as Bieber hasn't responded, Wahlberg said that he would handle it and just mess up his hair next time he sees him.

It may not sound funny, but picture it in your head.

So now I'm mad at Mark Wahlberg for trying to soften me. Plus he has that whole I Heart Huckabees film that I still love.

Damn.

Day 256 - Frick Frack, It's Friday!

I'm so happy it's Friday!

And even better, I don't have to go into the office today. It was a last minute change-a-roo because the girl I work with is sick and my head boss won't be in, but I am still working, just from a Starbuck's in the area and then mid-day I will get my check for the week from my boss and go home and work some more.

Also about work, my hours have changed and made me far less stressed. I'm still doing other projects so it's nice to have some breathing room. Money is still good, so there are no worries there. Whoa, never thought I'd say that. But I do know that I could be out of any job at anytime, so I'm keeping prepared.

What else? I'm really excited for this weekend. No plans at all, but I have to do a bit of work and I'm also doing some birthday shopping!

The Brit and I are still trying to get together. Our schedules have mismatched all week, me busy at the beginning and him swamped now. But, we're looking toward something next week and I think he really wants to...well, he said he is really looking forward to seeing me again. I'm excited and I think we'll make it happen.

I finally figured out my new iPod a little. At least I figured out how to turn it on and stuff. Ha! But I plan to spend some quality time with it this weekend. It's cute and I can't decide if it needs a name...I figure only if something seems magically perfect.

I'll also try to post pics of my mom's visit/my birthday this weekend, along with pics of my fabulous bed. Best idea ever to redo it. And trust me, it's worth spending a little more on bedding because I have never slept so good. I feel like I am sleeping on clouds. I'll talk more about my bed when I post a pic and give my new bed advice.

OK, time to start working soon. Happy Friday the 13th!!

Day 255 - Best First Date!

I went out with the Brit! The date lasted almost 8 hours. It was so much fun.

Recap:

We met at a pub in our area to have some beer and play darts.

He's got the cutest, most genuine smile.

There was definitely some awkward first date stuff, in fact, I think he was maybe a little nervous, which is really nice.

I told him a bit about what I do and then I accidentally found out he recently got laid off. Ouch. I didn't ask any more about it or work because I don't think that's probably something he wants to talk about on a first date. It doesn't bother me because hey, I haven't had the best career going for me at all times, but I hope he doesn't think it bothers me.

We then played darts, sat and talked, played darts, sat and talked, met some good dart players, learned a new dart game, played, talked, went and grabbed pizza, and then he walked me home.

So what have I learned about him? He went to school at Elon (a school I looked at once) for two years and then transferred to NC Chapel Hill, born in Buffalo then went to school for two years in Saudi Arabia (yes, weird) then lived in Ohio, lives with 4 (!) other people (in a house, but no idea if he has his own room, surely...), has played just about every sport (soccer, volleyball, surfing, basketball, track, and even can play tennis a bit!), has been to Italy, France, England, Australia and maybe more (can't remember), has siblings and at least one nephew (who he helped teach basketball to), is competitive (!), has had girlfriends (I know, random, but it's always good to know that someone has dated, it's a weird thing of mine), voted for Obama (phew), has a dad who is a chemist, blah blah blah.

He paid for everything, except my first drink because I got there first even though we were both late.

He had driven down, but had parked his car safely and offered to walk me home. And yes, we made out a bit in front of my door like we were in high school or something. Thank god for neighbors who don't go out past 11pm.

Oh! And he was a total gentleman, didn't ask to come in and never asked me to come over.

Then after he left he sent me a text that said he had such a great time with me, etc. Geeze, I'm in for it now.

Basically it was really great and he made me laugh and I'm excited to see him again.


Then today:

I ran into Neighbor. It was...weird? Well, he was out talking with one of our neighbors so I was kind of interrupting in a way. The convo was short and there really wasn't much to say. He said he was going to tell me more about his 19-year-old stalker sometime, which made me realize just how inconsiderate he's been lately. He said he wanted to grab a drink sometime, not this week, but next week. I didn't have much to say to him. Maybe we'll be friends? I don't know.


So much that I left out about the Brit, but come on, I can't write a novel on here. I'm sure there will be more to say.

Day 254 - Hang In There!

I am dying to write a nice, long blog. No time!! I will update this weekend, no matter what!

OK, sleep tight blog. I miss you!!

Day 253 - Yikes! Hi!

I know, sooooo long since I've written.

My mom was here and just left this morning. And I turned 26!

I really can't write much because I have work to do. So much work. Here is a quick breakdown.

Work: Good. Busy. Taking on a lot with the new job.

Birthday: So much fun. Got nails done. Had martinis. Wonderful wishes and presents from my family.

Mom's visit: Crazy fun. Wandered around Hollywood. Went to a comedy show. Had hot dogs at Pink's.

Boys: OK, my mom found me a guy. Went out to the local bar and met a guy. Then the next morning he was at the same place as us for breakfast. Details - musician, lives in my area, has a slight British accent, great teeth...basically way cooler than me. Exchanged numbers and Legal Eagle and I have devised a plan of action. And for now, I will refer to him as the Brit. Oh, and Neighbor didn't wish me a happy birthday. Major fail.

Other: Everything is really good. 26 is off to a great start.

Now I have to get back to work. I'll try to get pics from my mom and update when I have time, but it's going to be an insane week.

Day 252 - That's A Brilliant Idea

Yesterday, part of Sunset Blvd was completely closed off and shut down during rush hour. This was due to a protest.

That means, yesterday as I took the bus home from work, all of the traffic was diverted to Santa Monica Blvd (my route home).

I ended up getting home an hour later than usual...and that was with having Legal Eagle pick me up on the way because she was already home. So it probably would have been much later.

Oh, and the protest? It was because a hotel was cutting jobs. I know unemployment sucks, but really, during rush hour?

But, at least I was sitting next to a wedding singer on the bus who serenaded me with love songs (in a non-creepy way).

Day 251 - Just A Pit Stop

Hi! Just checking in. So busy!!

Week has been good. New job is good.

Monday night Legal Eagle and I went to some little bar in West Hollywood because LE's boss' girlfriend's friend was singing there. It was good. She reminded me of this other singer I like who I can't think of but she sings this "Captain" song that I love.

Other than that it's been work, work, work. But less than a week until my mom is here! Yay!

Hmmm...really not too much going on. Trying to get on top of all my work so that I can have my mom's whole visit off from work.

Oh, I saw Jesus yesterday. He lives in West Hollywood. Seriously, saw him...beard, white robe outfit and all.

More later, but I should go get ready for work...or sit for a few more minutes.

Day 250 - We're Not Talking

Barbar spilled a glass of water right by Melvin and some of it got on him.

I got up for about 5 seconds only to come back to my cat sitting by a puddle of water, bits splashed on Melvin.

So, Melvin temporarily freaked out, but is OK now, I think. I freaked out, yelled some very loud curse words.

Yes, I know I shouldn't have had water by Melvin and I shouldn't have left it when I got up, but Barbar shouldn't have dumped it everywhere...especially if he was trying to get a drink because there was enough in there for him to be able to reach it with his head.

So, we aren't talking. I don't even want to see that cat right now.

Day 249 - Maybe He's Stalking Me

Ran into Neighbor again. And this time I looked adorable!

He's really pushing grabbing a drink next week, even said he's not working on the work that he was doing at night. I think he finished that project last week?

But as usual, not holding my breath. If we do go, I'll be shocked. If we don't, I'll be expecting it.

In awesome news, I found a CVS nearby so I don't have to haul to Target anymore to get my razors. Believe me, this is like finding a $100 bill.

Also, in heat news, when you come in from the heat, go stick your feet in cold water from the tub. Instant cooler.

In lame news, I woke up at 6am and couldn't fall back asleep. Not fair. Hopefully I sleep in tomorrow.

OK, did some cleaning this morning, now onto some work. Fa la la.

Day 248 - Phew!

Hi Bloggity Blog!

This week has been nutter butter. I quickly started a new gig/job/project/whatever mid-week. Basically that means I wake up at 6am, am working by 7am at home, leave around noon-ish to go to this new office, leave there at 6pm and am home after 7pm. Then figure in a workout (if not dead and Legal Eagle wants to) and making dinner and I'm beat. Plus, I had previously agreed to transcribe an interview this week so that made this week nonstop (kind of like this paragraph).

But! Things are good. I'm good. Feeling productive, enjoying the new work, getting along with the people, succeeding, etc. Granted, I know that at any time my work schedule can change or disappear, but things are good! And they really like me too.

Now I am just so happy it's Friday. I have no major plans other than a movie Sunday night. Mostly going to clean and do some other work (leisurely). But cleaning is a must because my mom is visiting for my birthday!!!!

What else, what else? Haven't hung out with Neighbor but I did just run into him. It was good. I mean, it's always good. Apparently he has some little 19-year-old actress "stalking" him or at least trying to hang out with him a lot. Yes, I find this annoying, but am really kind of too tired to think too much about it. I know, shocking. Sorry, no extreme over-analyzing right now. He wants to hang out, that old story, but I know better than to think we will. Although, it was kind of cute when we were standing in the road talking and I wouldn't move for the cars that were passing by and he said something about it and then brought up how when we went to the Garden of Oz, I didn't really pay attention to the street and cars. I tried to explain that they should be looking out for me, but he didn't get it. I don't know, it was a cute moment, you had to be there.

But moving on, my brain is only on work and my mom's visit. Oh, and the comforter and pillows I am about to buy online on sale. Finally!

OK, would chat more but I really just want to shut this lappy down. Good night!

Day 247 cont. - Images From Solvang

Here are some pictures from the trip!


^Legal Eagle and I stopped for some famous pea soup. It was not yummy. This is a big moment because of a very famous pea soup story in my family.


^The town of Solvang, California is Danish so there is, of course, Hans stuff everywhere.


^We walked through a religious area. It was creepy.


^Solvang is pretty much like one of those Christmas town displays.


^I really wanted to find this mermaid fountain.


^Hanging with a mini donkey.


^And now to feed the ostrich. And yes, that is the gray bag I ended up with.


^Hey! Don't forget to feed the emu!

OK, that's all for now. Enjoy and we'll talk later!!

Day 247 - In A Minute

I cannot focus at all today!

I should be cranking out work, but instead I'm chatting and emailing and planning and thinking about how my reserved copy of Lauren Conrad's LA Candy is in at the library.

I swear I will update majorly very soon. Solvang was so much fun! Good pics to come.

OK, back to work.

Day 246 - Now THIS Is Blogworthy

OK, here is what I did last night:

Worked out with Legal Eagle, ate dinner, watched Top Chef DC, got a call from Gelson, went to bed.

Say what?! Yes, I worked out. Oh, the call. Yeah.

Gelson, for those who do not remember, was a guy who picked me up at the grocery store. We then went on a coffee date to which he never asked for a second date until...we ran into each other and he said that he was going to call. Then he texted later that week and was like, "I'm busy, but let's do something this next weekend." All in all, not impressed, so I never responded.

So, LE and I were in her room watching TV when he called. We both freaked and I let it go to voicemail. No way a phone-phobe like me can handle a weirdo conversation like that.

I would transcribe the voicemail for you, but it was the longest voicemail I have ever received (and LE is known for her long voicemails).

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Here are the main points:

Hey Molly, we haven't talked in awhile. (No shit.)

I've actually seen you around the neighborhood. (WTF?! When? And why are you admitting this??)

I've been out of town for a couple weeks. (We haven't talked for a couple months.)

I still want to go to the planetarium. (Then go, don't let me stop you.)

Talk to you soon, Mol. (Ew, name shorten so soon?)

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Honestly, we haven't talked since some time before LE's birthday which makes it close to two months I'm guessing.

And the seeing me thing? Thing is, I've taken special paths and kept my eyes open and anticipated seeing him in hopes of being prepared to avoid it. So how is he seeing me and I haven't seen him once?

But really, the best part of this is trying to figure out what possessed him to call, so here are my thoughts:

- He is bored and hasn't had any lady prospects since me.

- He saw me recently and I was looking particularly foxy.

- He's seen me walking alone and thinks maybe I'm bored and he would have a chance to get me to go back to his place this time around.

- He was going through his phone and stumbled upon my number, previously forgetting that I existed.

- He had been drinking.


Well, needless to say it made for an awesome, random moment. But now I have to take even more out-of-the-way paths to avoid him because I'm not going to respond. Oh boys, when will you learn, a girl likes to hear from you at least once a month. Think you can manage?

Moving on, going to Solvang this weekend as my birthday gift to LE! So excited, no time to deal with all this silly boy stuff.

Day 245 cont. - See, We Are Friendly

Text Exchange:

Neighbor: Hey Molly! How's your Friday evening?

Me: Hey, it's pretty good. How have you been?

Neighbor: Well, my parents are still here, so that's awesome. Still busy, but everything's awesome. We should go get coffee one of these weekends!

Me: Glad you're having fun with them. Let me know sometime when you're free and we'll do coffee. I don't think I told you, but our notes aren't there anymore.

Neighbor: I know, I saw...and I was pissed. Start thinking of your new one! And I'll bring super glue and a staple gun.

Me: Deal.


Yes, I will admit I was happy to hear from him, while his parents were still in town no less. And yes, he did use the word awesome twice in one text.

The notes are the ones we wrote down at Bourgeois Pig in the forest-like room where there is a little jewelry box type thing where people put little random notes.

I know, this conversation is fascinating. And yes, I have thought of my new note already.

Day 245 - I Don't Know What I Was So Worried About

4th of July was fabulous!

OK, here is a run-down of the day:

Left from Hollywood to Huntington Beach mid-morning on the 4th.

Prepared for the day, helped LE make American flag veggie tray, checked out awesome bike I got to borrow (with basket and cupholder), had a beer.

Biked down to Huntington Beach...well, closer to the beach. Thought I was going to die. It was not a short bike ride. My legs are still sore today. But we survived.

Oh, my outfit...sorry, I don't really have any pictures. But, I wore layered tanks, shorts and my black straw fedora! The hat was a hit. And I carried this red, long strap purse that my middle sister brought me from Nicaragua, I think. It's awesome and I looked totally hipster.

OK, so back to the party. I had met some of the people before, so that was nice. Everyone was, as usual, very friendly.

Just as the burgers get done cooking, LE and I are forced to go on a short bike ride to the actual beach. I cried internally.

A group of us ride down to the beach, lock up our bikes and head to a bar...mostly because the girls have to use the bathroom.

Have a beer at the bar and go through the "Who should we set Molly up with," game. Then explain the Neighbor situation as "We're friendly."

Head back to the apartment. Eat, drink, yadda yadda.

Eventually walk down to the beach for the fireworks! Park it in the sand, borrow another person's blanket and watch the fireworks. Perfect!

Head back to the apartment and eventually to the main road to grab a cab.

Jump in cab that Double B grabs and sit in lots of traffic with an insane driver. Make it home.

BEST PART:

The best part, for me, was that the apartment we were at was throwing water balloons back and forth with the house across the road (and at people passing through). I got way into this and at one point totally nailed a guy with a balloon who was passing by on his bike. He then came over and high-fived me and said that no one was able to hit him all day. I actually had quite good aim and was able to get a few people and always blamed it on all of the guys at our party. I then also told the story of how my mom once hit a kid on a bike with a rock when she was little. See, it runs in the family.

All in all, a very mellow, easy-going, beachy 4th! So happy I went!

Day 244 - I'm In A Moooood

It's a little of everything, but I'm up and down moody today. I know it'll pass once a few things get figured out/settled/pass.

But, for lunch I made a grilled cheese sandwich with tomato and bacon on it. Scrumptious! It helped, but I wish I had more for tomorrow. Sad.

Day 243 - The 4th Is Upon Us

I'm trying to decide if I want to partake in some 4th of July plans.

Here is what they are:

Go to Orange County, bike to Huntington Beach, hit some bars and then a house party and then back to Legal Eagle's bf's place to sleep.

PRO: I'd have 4th plans.

CON: I'd be the guest of a guest's gf.

PRO: I've had fun with this group before (many of the same people from last year's Halloween).

CON: I'd have to be in Orange County.

PRO: It won't be all couples.

CON: I have to work on the 5th (freelancers don't get holidays) and would want to be back in Hollywood at a normal hour.

PRO: It won't be outrageously expensive.

CON: I'm single.

PRO: I really could embrace being the awesome single girl.

CON: Orange County. Have I mentioned that?

Soooo...I should decide soon. LE is going to try to get a bike for me to ride from her boss. I keep going back and forth on whether or not I want to go. Ugh. I'll keep you updated.

Day 242 - So Now We're Huggers?

Quick weekend post:

I ran into Neighbor as I was walking up the hill to home.

When we stopped to say hi, he gave me a hug. A big hug and made it seem like we hadn't seen each other in years. I saw him Tuesday.

Thing that is really odd about this is we never hug when we see each other up and down the hill. It's just never been our thing because we always run into each other...and I'm secretly terrified our bosses/apartment landlords will see and I'll have some awkward conversation with them about why we were hugging and what's going on. I'm paranoid like that.

OK, so we talked about randomness and it was nice and whatever. He says that he wants to do things, but follows it up with how busy he is, but that we'll figure it out. I nod and make a mental note to not have any expectations.

Then at the end, he hugged me again! And these aren't even little, quick hugs, yeesh.

So, I don't know why he's all of a sudden hugging me on the street. He's done it once before, when I ran into him one day when we weren't on good terms and had a talk that ended with a hug. That was months ago.

Well, OK, just going to go with the flow...he did smell quite nice though. Oy.

Day 241 - OK, A Run-Down On All Things Me!

I know, it's been quite some time since I've told you what's been going on. So buckle up, here we go!

Work: I just got back from an interview. The guy seemed like a dick. (Cue him being a technical genius and finding this blog.) He was all, "The other people in this building are losers," and "I hate weekends," and "I want someone who works for Fox News and will work here for $9 an hour." Seriously...he wants a Republican? The interview was for a newer entertainment site. It's hard enough going on interviews, let alone one where you want to stand up, tell the guy to stuff it and walk out. At least I'm not in financial distress and NEED to take the job.

Neighbor: We talked on the phone yesterday and I stopped by his place. We are horrible communicators...at least with each other. He likes to talk, talk, talk, whereas when he says something like, "I don't want to get into anything," and follows it with, "I want to take you to a movie," I need time to soak it in and think. Basically, we didn't resolve much, but I did conclude that I'm going to go about my life. If he wants to ever hang out, I will only do so as friends. He isn't offering any sort of consistent dating and I don't want to be someone he takes out once a month. Oddly, I think I'm becoming OK with this. I did always think we could be really good friends. He's never answered if he just wants to be friends or date or go out randomly or anything. I guess we'll see.

Legal Eagle: Did I tell you last week we went on a manhunt? This is her new thing because she really wants to be a wingwoman. So, we went to this Irish bar and had so much fun. While we didn't meet any potential suitors for me, we chatted with many guys and one told me I was adorable after he kissed my hand. He later passed out on a bar stool. So sweet. But, we're going to do this much more often...in fact, we are going out in Orange County tomorrow night with a coworker of hers. Not a "real" manhunt as it would be nearly impossible for me to date a guy in the OC, but always fun!

Upcoming Goodness: Did I ever tell you what I got LE for her birthday? No? Oh, well, I am going to take her on an overnight trip to Solvang, California. It's a little town 2 hours north of LA. It'll be July 10-11. The hotel was not expensive at all and we are champs at eating cheap, so it'll be a good little adventure. They have an ostrich farm nearby. Yes!

Other Randomness: I'm going to check out tennis racquets this weekend. I got Sprinkles cupcakes for LE and me as I interviewed near the shop. I found a duvet cover in gray that I want, but it's $100! I love Pandora...it's radio station thing, but you choose a song or artist and it creates a station with similar stuff. It helps me find all the bad songs I love.

I'm sure there is other stuff, but I have work to do.

Oh, the baby next door has a rash. I heard about it through the wall.

Day 240 - Tennis Anyone?

I think I may have found a tennis league thing that I can join. It's all over LA and you sign up (for super cheap) and they match you with various people to play with.

First, I need a racquet. Maybe some tennis shoes? And maybe I should go out and serve/hit against a wall before joining. And I need to figure out what level I'm at. I'm guessing 3.0 since I'm rusty, but still know how to play.

It's pretty exciting though. I better get moving on things. Luckily, it's so nice in LA that the tennis season is much longer.

Random Life Note: I think things have fizzled out with Neighbor. I'm going to try today to find out where we stand.

Day 239 - I Guess That Means I'm Hitting The Wall?

I feel like I've been waking up on the wrong side of the bed all week.

Well, Monday was actually a rough day, for legitimate reasons. Or rather, one reason.

Other than that, the week hasn't necessarily been bad. Work stuff is moving along. I pitched a new piece on Tuesday to a place I haven't worked with and so hope to hear something. I know editors take forever to respond, but waiting is the worst! I've even transcribed some stuff that I've been meaning to do but haven't been motivated to do.

Things with Neighbor are weird and blank, so maybe that's part of it, but really, I've kind of gotten myself on board with nothing happening with him.

Mostly, I just shouldn't be allowed in public or around other people this week. I really feel like being in bed, hiding under the sheets.

I was short on the phone with middle sister yesterday, felt horrible about it, and called her back later to apologize.

I suspect my poor eating this week has at least a little part in my mood. I really need to fix that.

Thankfully, it's Thursday and I don't have much to do this weekend. Maybe hit up Bed, Bath & Beyond to check out comforters and pillows. Maybe even check out the new Trader Joe's....or will that make me more mad? I hate their tiny aisles and chatty staff.

We'll catch up again soon, Blog, when I'm in a better mood.

Day 238 - Yay Sheets!

I got my new sheets delivered today. One problem...I don't want to put them on my bed until I have all my new bedding. I just don't want my precious new sheets to have to touch old pillows and stuff. Yeesh.

Day 237 - Decisions, Decisions

I have money off from Old Navy (and company) that expires this month. I've been looking at cheap things they have online that I've been wanting/needing because it'd only be worth buying something if I pay very little.

So far I am looking at:

These horrendously impractical shoes:



But it'd be a fun pair of heels that I could get for under $30. But where would I be wearing 4" turquoise heels?
















Also looking at:

Some practical flats:



I need some new flats (since the demise of my grey ones). But, I'm wary of buying them online because you never know with flats...toe cleavage, comfort, size, etc.
















But maybe a bag:



Hello grey! I need a new bag just to use, but I can't help but wonder if this one would be too big. They give the measurements so I will have to compare to my other bags. Also, should I get it in black? I need a black bag.














Or a similar bag:



Maybe I should get the slightly smaller, rounder version. Do we like it? Although...both bags are much cheaper than the shoes...could I get one in black and one in grey? Now I'm out of control. Someone take away my coupon.










I'll be sure to let you know what I decide!

Day 236 - The Tooth Fairy Comes Today!

I get my final dental implant work done in a couple of hours and will have my permanent tooth. At long last! This has been a year-long process and I am so very pleased to be nearing the end.

Day 235 - New Bedding

^The pink set, not the blue, will be part of my new bedding. Yippeeeeee! Placed the order today and so excited to see it. I'm in desperate need of all new bedding.

Day 234 - Why No Neighborly Updates?

Well, Neighbor and I haven't gone out/hung out since the time we went to Skooby's...like a month ago.

Yes, we've texted, talked on the phone and seen each other (either run-ins or babysitting his kitten).

It really sucks, especially since I've given him about 5 million chances to spend time with me. Mostly, he either cancels, doesn't even bother setting a date or is tired. Oh, and all last week he was "sick" so I guess I can't hold that against him.

So now I'm getting the feeling, despite all other communication, that maybe he doesn't want to make time for me.

I don't know, but whenever he gets around to asking to spend time with me, I think this is a conversation we should have. I need to know where he stands and he needs to know where I stand.

As usual, I will keep you updated.

On the TV front: I'm starting to cut it out, but just during the daytime hours (normal work hours). So far, so good!

Day 233 - But Then What Would I Do Every Day?

I'm considering giving up TV for a bit.

Say what?!

Yes, maybe just for a week. No, it's not some "TV is bad for me" thing. I just find myself thinking a lot about how other people get so much done and I cannot manage. And then I realize that they don't watch 8-10 hours of TV a day (minimum). Oops.

I'm just mulling this thought over for now. It also came up because last Friday (as Legal Eagle had the day off and I wanted to finish work early), I worked with no TV and got things done super quickly.

As of now, I'm thinking a week. But every now and then, I think maybe I should try a month or even more!

I guess if I decide to do it, I'll have to make sure I have stuff to replace it. Books, writing, working out, cooking, drinking(!), dating(?), wandering around the apartment feeling like a lost little child.

Also, I have a roommate to take into consideration. If she's watching TV, do I banish myself to my room? Also, I have a feeling that if I stopped watching TV, I'd just spend more time online reading about what I missed.

Who knows, but I'll keep you updated.

Day 232 - Because It Only Takes 2 Days To Figure That Out

I have no idea what I'm doing with my life. La di da.

But I plan to use this weekend to come to a conclusion. Tra la la.

Day 231 cont. - A Bit Of The '80s

Here are some of the pics from Legal Eagle's '80s Birthday Party!


^LE's mom, Me, LE. This is the best picture I have of my outfit. I hate this picture though because I almost have camel toe in it (which only occurred because of my pose, so no, I did not have camel toe all night). Sorry, serious TMI.


^Random party picture. We all loved short shorts outfit.


^The glorious cakes. Could they be any more awesome?

OK, my pics are kind of random on my camera so maybe I will post more later and when I take some from LE's camera. There are some funny ones of us getting ready.